a year and a half

man a year and i half feels more like 5 years. its me and anne's aniversery today its a year and half now and it seems like forever. we have been through alot and had are hard times but you know now i realize that everyone is going to have there hard times and it just makes you stronger. i love andrea alot and i know this because if i didnt we wouldnt be together today. i say alot of things i shouldnt and i dont think about stuff that might upset her and im so sorry for that. i try so hard to be a good guy and help her with stuff and she does the same. thats what it takes to have a good relationship teamwork and trust and respect and we do it all. that is the biggest reason we are still together. i realized that i loved andrea alot more than i thot when we were going through a tuff time and actually broke up for a day or took a brake i should say because i was completly misuable and all i could think about was how upset she was and i fealt like it was all my fault. well im going to try alot harder to be a better guy and a better boyfriend from now on. you no relationships can be really stressfull and complicated if you let them be and thats why you just need to have fun together and dont worry about all the other crap untill you get older you know lifes to short to be worrying all the time so just have fun while you can and dont worry, everything will be fine it will all work its self out in the end. i am so happy that i still have andrea i dont know what i would do with out her and i love her so much. happy aniversery baby!!!

headin to college

i went to ivy tech tonight to take my assesment test for college. it was really easy but it took for every and after i was done i had to sit and wait for my parents to get out of there classes it was so boring. well i dont really have anything to say so i will ask the question of the day. what is your weirdest dream you ever had? mine is probably this one time along time ago i had a dream that i was back in the old times were they cut your hand off for stealing somthing. well i seen this guy get his hand cut off then it switched to this old house i was in and i walked in this bed room and seen this old guy getting out of bed and i seen his hand was missing and i realized it was the same guy except alot older her started shaking real bad and then he fell on the floor. thats when i woke up and i was shaking so bad that i couldnt stop i tryed and tryed to stop but i couldnt then i got the worst head ach i have ever had but after about 15 minutes it all stop weird huh. later yall.

i dont know

well im sitting here being realy bored and just thinking about stuff. you ever do that its kinda fun well not realy but it gets things off you mind i guess. i really dont know what to talk about so i am going to just ramble on about stuff. i am looking for a new truck right now and there is a dodge down the road from my house that is freakin bad. its like the perfect truck that i wont but its got alot of miles but i still wont it. everytime i go by it i wont it even more. this week has been realy boring and i havent done anything. i wish it was warm out so i could go fishin and cetch some bass but the weather has been so gay lately that i havent got the chance. i wish i had a million bucks and i would be in the mountains in a log cabin all alone just me and my dogs away from all the stupid world and all the stupid people in it. i hate this world and everything in it. i wish i was in heavin and didnt have to worry about a thing. well enough rambling here is the question of the day. if you could escape someware and live there with nothin to worry about ware would it be? well thats all folks. later

Panthers 3 time sectional champs

hey yall i had a pretty good weekend i went to the sectional basketball game's and it was a blast. we won sectionals and it was so awsome because every game was really close and it was really exciting to watch. this is the third time in a row that we have won sectionals. we are on the road to state baby. well i dont know what else to say so i guess i will ask the question of the day so here it is. what is the scaryest movie you have ever seen? mine is probably the ring it was pretty scary when you are out in the middle of the woods in a cabin. well im out later yall.

I dont know what to say

I feel realy bad right now. I really dont know what to say i had a really bad day yesterday and i said somethings i shouldnt and i really dont know what to do. i know you guys have no idea what i am talking about but its ok. i just need some time alone to think and to get somethings straightined out in my life and with god. i think this song pretty much sums it all up.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cryEvery once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets meThere are daysEvery now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets meWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i goBut i'm doin itIt's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm aloneStill harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regretBut i know if i could do it overI would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspokenWhat hurts the most, is being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayAnd never knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to donot seein that lovin youthat’s what I was tryin to do…