time flys by

i always say that you shouldnt think about the future and just let life happen but i have to tell ya i have been thinkin about it. i have been thinkin about what im goin to be doin in a few year and if im ever goin to find a nice girl that will treat me right someone that i know when i first look in her eyes that she is one. someone that i can lean on and trust to bethere for me whenever i need her. someone i can give my heart too and not be afraid of gettin it broke. i have also been thinkin about how fast time gos by it is crazy next year i will be 20 years old and that just sound really old even though its not it really kinda scares me i dont know. but im just trustin got to guide my path and help me make the right decisions. i want to be the guy everyone loves to be around and everyone can count on and i think i have accomplished that but i also try to hard some time and end up hertin myself. some times i just want to run away and be all alone away from all this world but i know i would get lonley and miss too many people well im goin to stop blabin so yall have fun and git er done!!